So sorry for your loss. My son died in a pedestrian accident in 2007. It was his messages through Mediums that helped me in part to find peace within myself. As a grieving mother, the pain will never go away. I just learned to live with it. Since I've always been intuitive, I began to open up to the spirit world and now do mediumship readings at home. I don't do it professionally or get paid for it. I just do it to help the grieving find a little bit of peace. If I can help someone get a message from their loved one, then I am happy. Thanks for sharing.